Survival
He sits up in bed from what little sleep he's had
Because he is stiff and his backs aching bad
His everyday pain is still there and kicking
He has to get up, and he has to start living
He struggles and tosses to roll out of bed
As soon as he up the pain has spread
He catches his breath and stands up tall
I can do this, he says, god won't let me fall
The kids are waiting in the other room
He puts on a grin and hides his gloom
The more he moves
the burning sets in
But when in front of the family
he grits it and grins
Everyday is a battle with emotions and pain
Can you imagine every day if it rained?
The rain may slow down but it doesn't stop
At least you can see rain, because my pain you cannot
Exhausted and hurting, A single tear falls
No one even cares that I just hit the wall
The pain is extreme
He smiles at his family, while inside he screams
Does anyone see his pain and despair?
No, they don't believe that it's really there.
So he drives and does more things than he should
The pain, anxiety and depression only compounds his feelings of being no good.
He gives his family all that he has
It's never enough, he's such a drag
All the things that WE we want to do
We can't do because of you
You tell them to go and to please have fun
Don't worry bout me, my body is done
So they leave you behind
At home all alone
It only takes minutes before the tears start to flow
the pain is still there, it won't let me go.
Now the tears flow non-stop because of the pain
Alone and aching nonstop like the rain
He will fight and survive with all that he is
A human, a person, someone with feelings.
To be not loved is worse than the pain
Forever he'll fight, even for a small gain
He will fight for his family till the day of his death
With all that he his till he draws his last breath
You threw me out like an old pair of shoes, but
I am a child of god and I will always love you.
MW
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